tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-62254902011-04-22T07:44:27.242+08:00OnE^wInGeD~AnGeL's Endless Sorrow... Please dont get offended on what i say...totally NO OFFENSE...hope you will have a nice time here...OnE WinGeDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11772973041726008520noreply@blogger.comBlogger301100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225490.post-1120330283879916702005-07-03T02:32:00.000+08:002005-07-03T02:51:23.913+08:00

Its about 1 year since i post any things in my blog... so sorry for those who come and see if there is anything new. Sincerely apologise cos these days I am just lazy to... Some more, my time is taken up by many other things.Some update, I got into Innova Junior College, after failing to opt into Meridian. Sad case, but well, that is something that happened long ago. I am fine in Innova, though

OnE WinGeDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11772973041726008520noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225490.post-1084623480826416102004-05-15T20:08:00.001+08:002004-05-18T21:51:34.800+08:00

Haha...today very happy..my birthday..haha...hm~ this is the best birthday i ever experienced. i never had such a happy and wonderful birthday in my life..my friends gave me surprises...i am really shocked by their presents and efforts...=) Start of the day, people wished me...I felt so happy that they remembered my birthday, cos most of the time they forgot it as it is during the exam period..

OnE WinGeDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11772973041726008520noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225490.post-1080659121203418742004-03-30T22:42:00.000+08:002004-03-30T23:08:57.186+08:00

These few days, something happened to my uncle...got sued into court..details not very sure...but i know he should not be in the wrong...anyway, parents, aunts, uncles, are busy about this stuff... Whole day out to discuss about it... Finding lawyers..etc.. I wonder why people want to make things worse, cause them to become a bigger problem to others..Saddistic? i dont know...we can solve

OnE WinGeDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11772973041726008520noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225490.post-1079860175713227842004-03-21T16:42:00.000+08:002004-03-21T17:12:58.983+08:00

Haiz...i just cant understand myself well enough..suddenly i hate myself...I dont know why, I started to be disappointed in myself...I feel that i had let alot of people down...Especially my seniors..who helped me through so many periods of time and i did not do anything to repay or help them..i know helping does not need to get something back..but, i feel guilty..i only know how to find them and

OnE WinGeDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11772973041726008520noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225490.post-1078586304772886552004-03-06T22:48:00.000+08:002004-03-06T23:21:27.700+08:00

Hm... the blog is so cold...no one talks, no one comments, and best of all, i am not blogging...well..that is a good thing in a way...which shows there is no sorrow(true or not? haha) within me..haiz...How's everyone's life? Fine? secondary 4 now....and i am so slack...haiz... Haiz...now i want to blog this down...hope it will remind me in the future..Sad...this problem happened quite a long

OnE WinGeDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11772973041726008520noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225490.post-1076678453993095692004-02-13T20:44:00.000+08:002004-02-13T21:26:22.360+08:00

Sad... Friday the 13.... really bad day for me.. Guess what..some friendship problems...Why do i have so much of these kinds of stuffs and others dont? or they dont show it out? or am i too sensitive? I think i am too sensitive...i think i have make friendship as a thing too important to me in my life.... maybe i should stop being so... After school....find my friends....going home... (well...

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Sigh~~ These few days i felt quite terrible.... I have such a strong feeling that our group of friends may break out anytime....haiz.. I feel that this group are drifting further and further away from each other.... Last year, out of 5, 1 broke out....this year, well, i can consider that 1 came back with us! Thats good news.. however, it seems like we 5 are not that close anymore..not even the

OnE WinGeDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11772973041726008520noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225490.post-1076079292089573712004-02-06T22:25:00.000+08:002004-02-06T22:57:15.343+08:00

Sooooooo long didnt blog...very very sorry....hm...this few days quite busy with school life..tests, homework, cca, next music festival...well, maybe thats life..haha..Today i am sooo unlucky..woke up late, about 8.15 reached school..(very late right?) Anyway, as per normal, got a little scoldings,(well..nothing to me..haha) and then i need to start that system of coming to school before a time

OnE WinGeDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11772973041726008520noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225490.post-1075471615267037582004-01-30T21:39:00.000+08:002004-01-30T22:09:08.763+08:00

Hm...very sorry..these few days lazy to use the notepad to add the entry in...very sorry... Today learn i learn a new word...'fatalist'..it means a person who leave everything to fate...he gave up controlling his life..his destiny...he felt hopeless and meaningless to do so anymore...hm...i had this feeling before...when i was very down....some of my friends had too...but it dont usually last

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Haiz...so bored this few days.... i am still trying hard to find out what happened to my windows explorer... (dont want to talk about this thing...) Yesterday my mood changed so drastically... i dont know why... whole school day started off so badly...Start of the day, everyone in the class had to see our new english teacher's attitude..haiz... so 'lucky' to have her scolding us in the early

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Hm...these few days cannot come to add entry to my blog because of some $#^# script...haha..so i have to paste this entry once i go online because the script keep closing my explorer down...cannot surf net...sob.. anyway, so many thigns happen these few days..but cannot write down in blog..haiz... School banning shopping malls...(so lame..i mean what for?) Why? because of their reputation? Or

OnE WinGeDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11772973041726008520noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225490.post-1073478895328118502004-01-07T20:20:00.000+08:002004-01-07T20:35:14.836+08:00

Arh....today so unlucky... retest got back results but left one mark/percent or else i had already over the cut off point and need not take another test again....haiz... because of some careless mistakes...make me busy for the next two weeks...no good chinese new year to enjoy now..*sobs* Anyway, every heard of the phrase " Since we have to live, why not live in a happy way rather than a sad way

OnE WinGeDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11772973041726008520noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225490.post-1073398257705189902004-01-06T21:51:00.000+08:002004-01-06T22:11:17.196+08:00

As time past, people change...i change, my friends change..everyone changes... We dont know what we changed to..nor know when, and how... I observed that my friends changed recently... they are not the same as those i know earlier...At first, i cant accomodate how they turned into...my best friends changed too...(not saying towards the worse side..just changed) and i cant adapt to the period of

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Sigh...i really changed...hm..today almost had a quarrel with my parents...luckily it ended very soon(after i say sorry...) Just some misunderstandings and a quarrel rose.. less than 3 sentences, i said sorry...but they dont let me off...they say i am too rude...how can i be that rude and show that attitude to my parents... I just dont understand why they cannot just forgive and forget...i

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Last few days so tired...cannot write blog entry...finally today got the time to do so...First day of school quite successful, then watched a japanese concert by Yodogawa..(at least i didnt waste my ticket money to watch..haha) The japs are so polite...think they got very good family background to teach them these nice things....(keep bowing..90 degrees) when i see them bow, i felt so embarrassed

OnE WinGeDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11772973041726008520noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225490.post-1072959848722679632004-01-01T20:09:00.000+08:002004-01-01T20:24:26.636+08:00

Sigh...haha..what a nice ending for 2003... last two days, almost scolded my friend for being unreasonable... lucky i didnt...just warned...hm... think i changed...get easily angry...haiz...maybe i cant tolerate anymore... It is a very disappointing to hear what my friend said....he threatened me with the friendship between us... I didnt expect he said such a thing... He planned to give up the

OnE WinGeDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11772973041726008520noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225490.post-1072716484114655852003-12-30T00:29:00.000+08:002003-12-30T00:48:20.940+08:00

Ouch! haha...today sprained my leg..so pain! so unlucky...anyway..today went to play basketball with my best friends.. hm..so much fun and laughter.. I like the feeling when we gather together and chat..play update ourselves etc... Bond us together, get to know more, we always have very enjoyable time together... Hm.. this friendship started in secondary one.. get to know each other through

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Wah..today so tired...help mum and dad spring clean the house...so many things to do...work from late morning to late afternoon...Very tiring... Whole day so bored..only helped out in the cleaning..nothing more.. Although i dont really like helping out in chores, i still helped my mum and dad today..Surprising! haha..in fact, i hate dealing with those dusts and dirt...but never mind...once in a

OnE WinGeDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11772973041726008520noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225490.post-1072537574934870002003-12-27T22:41:00.000+08:002003-12-27T23:10:39.303+08:00

My friend just broke up with his stead...I so hurt when i see him in that state...Hm...lots of 'this kind of problems' happened this year.. Heard quite alot from my friends..some even happened to my friends too... Saw many television programmes and read many books of all this kind of stuffs... I pity those that get hurt, and i have bad impression on those that found their happiness through this '

OnE WinGeDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11772973041726008520noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225490.post-1072535878268156762003-12-27T15:15:00.000+08:002003-12-27T22:40:09.970+08:00

Dark clouds float by...soon heaven tears came down from the sky...droplets of colourless liquid hit onto the window pane of my father's car... slowly, drizzle became rain... I observed the rain droplets hitting onto the window pane and flowing down from the top to the end of the pane... I suddenly realised it can be compared to human life... A new life was born, when a rain drop fall onto the

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Sigh...( a big long *haiz* ) suddenly feel moody...just want to let it all out...Just now i read thos msn log files...brings back so much memories... I feel that this year i am very bonded to the word "LOST"..so many incidents can use this word to describe my life this year... Early in the year, i lost a best friend...so sad and depressing... a little felt lost too... Then around the middle of

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Sigh~haiz...today so bored...nothing much to do. Whole day at home facing that black squarish box.. What about you all? Hm...because today nothing to do, i thought alot about next year...will it be the same as this year? or will it change? If it changes, will it change alot of little? towards good or bad? so many questions running around in my head... Secondary four next year...so much stress to

OnE WinGeDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11772973041726008520noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225490.post-1072231749220939902003-12-24T09:56:00.000+08:002003-12-24T10:09:25.130+08:00

Hmm...do parents really understand us? I dont know too...since they bring us to the world, they should be the people who understand us the most...moreover, they are adults...Adults went through what we are going through...therefore, I think they should know what we want and experiencing... These few days encounter some problems with parents..I heard lots of complains from my friends too...They

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Yesterday night, i heard a song by Celine Dion... A New Day Has Come... I feel that it is a very meaningful song..try it..keke..on the fifth stanza, the lyrics seems appealing to me.. Where it was dark now there's is light Where there was pain, now there's joy Where there was weakness, i found my strength I think it is quite true too...without bad, there wont be good..without dark, there wont

OnE WinGeDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11772973041726008520noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225490.post-1072091938842925402003-12-22T13:11:00.000+08:002003-12-22T21:31:21.723+08:00

Few days back..there was a misunderstanding occured (I would call it a misunderstanding). Human tend to be stubborn when they angry...they shut themselves from the real world..maybe because they have pride.. (haha..i not scientists. i dont know...) but what i would like to say is that, think for others sometimes...dont live in your own world...listens to explainations and advices... It will only

OnE WinGeDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11772973041726008520noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225490.post-1072091430010591802003-12-21T09:58:00.000+08:002003-12-22T21:31:45.270+08:00

These few days i felt more cheerful...maybe i had started to try putting down things and burden.. My friend once said..put down things, let them go and you will feel happier..this is because there are less things for you to worry about.. We did argue about this topic..Not all things can be put down..some need time...Not that easy...It is true on both sides..but it all depends on you... Which are

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Today, i heard a story about a boy who felt so confused...a true story from my friend...That guy was a very senstive person, he sensed that his friend was depressed, thus he went to see if there is anything he can help. Feeling depressed, the other party started venting anger, however, that guy understand how he feels, thus did not react greatly... that day, that guy had a sleepless night. He

OnE WinGeDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11772973041726008520noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225490.post-1072090564397466102003-12-19T07:43:00.000+08:002003-12-22T21:32:45.910+08:00

I watched a particular show series on PNCs...i felt that what they say are quite true... on one series, they are convincing people to release hostages... One of the PNCs took out a picture, and showed to others..What you think this picture shows? Many replied that it is a painting on a sun set scene...however, no one got correct.. It is a picture on sun rise... If you see things in the positive

OnE WinGeDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11772973041726008520noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225490.post-1071937292411489742003-12-18T12:09:00.000+08:002003-12-22T21:33:03.440+08:00

Early this year, a very hurtful problem in my life ocurred...the problem lies among my best friends... Quarrels, cold wars, fights (real fight) happened during that period of time...to me, it is a time of hardship as i felt myself struggling to keep the relationship going. The group split into different sections..Heck care section, opposition, and proposition... i stood in the middle...I dont

OnE WinGeDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11772973041726008520noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225490.post-1071936541591947292003-12-17T11:58:00.000+08:002003-12-22T21:33:27.033+08:00

2003 is going to end...so much things happened this year... 1st time experiences and unforgettable moments occured. Although i feel that this year was the most meaningful year, it is also the most tedious year for me... Many things damaged my heart, and it remained there until now..i dont know how to erase it off my mind.. It seems like scars that cant be removed forever... This year taught me

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